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Post by Dina Doo on Oct 13, 2012 19:40:06 GMT -8
"Thank you, Edmund." Yes, Sam was growing rather tired now and the cold outside seemed to have been making him even more tired. He let out a yawn and reached his hand up to wipe his eyes. "Well, I think I will head to bed now. I will try to call you again tomorrow, okay? Night night Ed--......." Sam paused, tilting his head before he smiled softly. "Eddy...." Then he found a match. "Nighty night, Daddy~"
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Post by clouds just clouds on Oct 13, 2012 19:45:20 GMT -8
Kaleb smiled softly at that.
Edmund's breath caught on the last part, and it was obviously heard through the phone. This time, Edmund keep the sobby happiness trickled into his voice. "Yes... Sleep well, Sammy..." Edmund said carefully to Sam. "Good night, s-son..." Happiness filled his golden eyes and he smiled at his feet.
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Post by Dina Doo on Oct 13, 2012 19:55:07 GMT -8
Sam gave his father once last giggle before he pulled the phone away from his ear. He was a bit hesitant in hanging up and muttered a sad, "Good night, Daddy..," once again, something Edmund may or may not have heard before Sam hung up the phone. Yes, he did feel bad about ending the conversation with Edmund. He wished he could talk for hours on end to him, telling Edmund about all he could with no worry of being caught. It would have been even better for Sam if Edmund was right there, next to him, but there were certain obstacles lingering in the house behind him that would forever inhibit that from happening.
Sam took in a shaky breath, then exhaled, numbly watching the cold fog his breath. "Kaleb, I wish I could see him.. Without Scotty and littlest brother and little and littler brother getting mad at me." Now he reached a hand up to wipe away the tears. Sam was happy he could speak to the father he had been missing for years now, he still wished more than anything for them to be a family again.
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Post by clouds just clouds on Oct 13, 2012 20:04:00 GMT -8
Edmund smiled softly, then Feliciano opened the door. "Dinner is ready!" He paused and looked at Edmund, then smiled softly and walking over to Edmund and wrapping his arms around him. "Aww... Eddy, why do you look so happy yet sad? Vee~ What happened on the phone?"
"I'm just a fuck up... Feli..." Edmund whispered, fighting the tears and closing his eyes. "Such a fuck a up..."
Kaleb smiled sadly to Sam. "I wish... I wish you were a ketsuki Sam, then you could see him. Right now, my bat is watching him..." Pulling Sam close, Kaleb ran his fingers through his hair. "Maybe, if we ever end up on the same land as him, Sammy? Maybe I will take you with me to go see him. Yet, we will tell everyone that we are going to an art museum, or going to go get art supplies. How would you like that, Sam? If you wanted me to, I would. Alright?" Kaleb tucked kissed the top of Sam's head.
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Post by Dina Doo on Oct 13, 2012 20:48:44 GMT -8
This idea made Sam smile again and he tried pushing his face into Kaleb's chest, going to wrap his arms around Kenneth's brother. "Yes! I would love that. Thank you so much, Kaleb. Thank you for helping me." He smiled softly before looking up at him, the younger twin tilted his head as his smile broke again. "Kaleb? What... what will I do if my brothers find out? What if they hate me?" Sam tried to ignore the brewing storm of dark thoughts. What if they lock me up? What if they send me off to a mental hospital? Fear for something others could not see flickered across Sam's face for a moment as he stared down at the ground with wide golden eyes. He hadn't thought this far..
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Post by clouds just clouds on Oct 13, 2012 20:56:45 GMT -8
"Sam," The whisper left Kaleb's lips. He pulled away so he could look into Sam's face. "Look at me." His eyes danced lightly under the moon, "How close you are to your brothers, how much you love one another, that will never go away. Nothing could make Scott hate you, even if you chopped off his limbs and abused him, he'd still love you. Even if you became the ugliest damned creature on this world, your brothers would still love you. I promise you." Gods, Kaleb hoped he was right. Leaning forward, he wrapped his arms around Kaleb again and pulled him close. "Do not fear..." He whispered and kissed Sam's. "I fear very much, Sam. I do. I'm very conscious about everything, and I fear most everything... it's a very... very unsatisfiable life... to fear."
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Post by Dina Doo on Oct 13, 2012 21:07:52 GMT -8
Again, Sam went to push his face into Kaleb's man boobs chest and sobbed quietly. He didn't want Scott to hate him. He didn't want to lose his brothers. He didn't want to feel what Elijah had for years, alone. He didn't want to be hated. But, he wanted to love his father too. He did. Sam went to clutch onto Kaleb's shirt and he felt so alone for the first time in his life, even if in reality Scott wasn't even far away. "Thank you, Kaleb.."
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Post by clouds just clouds on Oct 13, 2012 21:15:45 GMT -8
"I will always be here, Sammy..." Kaleb whispered, holding him close. "I will... I promise you that too." His eyes softened, and he felt as if there was nothing else he could do at that time. "Sam, do you want to go see Kenneth? Or do you want to go back to bed with Scott? I can hold your phone for you, if you want. But I don't think that your brothers will snoop through your things..." A soft smile lifted Kaleb's lips. "I'm sorry... I couldn't help..."
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Post by Dina Doo on Oct 13, 2012 21:24:51 GMT -8
Sam sniffled and looked up at Kaleb. "No, no, you helped, Kaleb. You're helping me right now. Thank you." He reached up to wipe his tears away before he went to lull his head against Kaleb's chest, staring off to the side. "Can I... Can I go see Kenneth before I go to bed with Scotty? Please?"
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Post by clouds just clouds on Oct 13, 2012 21:51:31 GMT -8
Kaleb smiled softly. "Yes. Kenneth always wants to see you..." He smiled more brightly at that. "In fact, he's probably watching us right now." Slowly, Kaleb stood and went to carefully lift up Sam. "Come on, Sammy..." Kaleb said softly then went to lightly pull the younger into the house then up the stairs to go visit Kenneth.
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