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Post by clouds just clouds on Nov 15, 2012 22:23:18 GMT -8
Even if Elliot wasn't Sam's older brother, he was still an older brother. Almost instinctively, his arms wrapped around Sam and he began to pet his back, tears stung the back of Elliot's own eyes and he gently kissed the top of Sam's head. "It's okay, Sam..." He whispered very softly to Sam, he ran his fingers through Sam's hair, his own eyes sad for his brother. "They wouldn't hate you, Sammy..." His words were soft and careful, maybe he sounded more like Elias then, but it didn't really matter. Soon, Elliot's own eyes watered and he nodded while his lower lip trembled. "I think... I want to be a family again too..." Taking in a deep breath, shaking his head. "I will never leave you, Sammy... I will always love we. Scotty too. And Elias. Even if Elijah doesn't say it, he loves you too, Sammy... okay?" His voice was soft and shaky. "Don't cry, Sammy... maybe... maybe just in a little bit more time... things will heal... okay?" Elliot held his big brother close, trying to comfort him. "Okay...? You're never alone, Sammy..."
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Post by Dina Doo on Nov 16, 2012 2:20:46 GMT -8
"No," Sam sobbed as he shook his head, hiding his face. "No.. Scotty and littlest brother will never forgive Daddy for what he did to them.. But-but what about me? What about what he did to me?" The mention of it made his sobs thicken but he remained quiet as he didn't want anyone to wake up. "What about that time? And I forgave him soon after... I never held any hate because I just wanted my daddy back..." He sniffled quietly now and if he could, Sam tried to lightly push his little brother so they could go back to the room and sleep.
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Post by clouds just clouds on Nov 16, 2012 6:43:02 GMT -8
'What did he do to you?' The words tingled and tickled at the tip of Elliot's tongue, his eyes wide as he watched Sam. No will was left in Elliot, so he was easily pushed by Sam. Swallowing, Elliot tried to look for scars, remember scars. Konrad was still alive. Did Edmund just beat Sam? But Sam and Scott must of been beaten a lot. Scott... I can't ask him... I'll ask Scott. Swallowing the question, his heart dropping down to his stomach. "Elias..." The whisper left Elliot's lips. "Might want.... or might of... forgiven Daddy... maybe I can ask him when we're alone..." His eyes watered because he felt guilty something terrible happened to Sam. He never thought of Sam getting hurt, it was always either Scott getting his lip sliced or Elijah getting beaten. Both caused sickness to rise in him. "Maybe... maybe after I write the book... and read it to everyone... everyone might want a daddy back... so maybe they will forgive Edmund too."
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Post by Dina Doo on Nov 16, 2012 13:55:06 GMT -8
See? No one ever considers poor Sammy.. "No! No.. nono," Sam shook his head and kept chanting no over and over again, trying to hide his face in his brother's chest. "No.. No.. They'll never forgive him, never. He's done so much to them.." His fists clenched tightly and animosity filled Sam for a moment. "What about me? What about me? Why can't.. why can't I have something for once..? Why won't they pity me!" See, Sam loved Elliot enough to show him the worst of himself.
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Post by clouds just clouds on Nov 16, 2012 21:07:50 GMT -8
Elliot felt tears fill his eyes and his lower lip trembled. More tears ran down his cheeks, but he went to sit down, hopefully forcing Sam down with him. If that worked, then Elliot tried to pull Sam into his lap, into his arms. "I'm sorry..." He whispered. "I'm sorry, Sammy.. I didn't know..." Tears filled his eyes and he let a trembling sob shake away from him. "I'm sorry... I would give you anything, everything, if I could... Sammy... I'm sorry...."
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Post by Dina Doo on Nov 17, 2012 20:12:03 GMT -8
And then Sam cried, and then if they reached the room, he went to hide under the covers where he cried some more. Can something else happen now?
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